Current Mood:  optimistic
Current Music: Lake of fire-Nirvana (for V)
Hmmm well I haven't updated in FOREVER so I decided to let whom ever wants to know whats going on with me....
FRIDAY: I went to the mall and hung out with Kai,Sean, and Nikki...we smoked and walked around. Went to Kappy's but I didn't get NE thing I wanted some of the Starbucks but it's 25$ a bottle and I only had 20$...Then we went back to the mall and I looked around for Matt but I didn't see him there but whatever I will see him sooner or later.Then I went home and passed out.
SATURDAY: I went to Victoria's for her birthday partry. It was a sleep over whooo go me I sleep over someoens hosue...lol its been like a year since i have done that shit...and Um well Tiff,brandon,vikki,justin,arron,Victoria, and I were there....but only Tidd and I stayed all night...we jumped on the trampoline until forever haha and it was all dark out and we were still out there and her stepdad freaking sunck outside and hide behind the shack thingy and light off some fire crackers and SCARED THE LIVING SHIT out of us all lmao I was like fuck you guys and ran haha...Well then we went inside and chilled in V's room all night til like 7 when we went to bed for an hour or so...OH yeah I made a cake for Victoria and it was soooo pretty ::Smiles all big:: I was so proud of it and everyone said it tased wicked good and I wrote a poem for her and got a card and wrote stuff in it lol...After she read the poem she jumped ontop of me and gave me a giant *KISS* and it was awesome....
Holding you near me
Never letting you go
I won't let you get away from me
I love you as much as
I hate life itself
Even if that sounds so crude
Truth is all I speak
Life isn't worht living without
you in my arms
Your all thats keeping me here
So don't slip threw my fingers
I will always be yours and
no body else's
Hold me tight
Because I need you
I love you, I truely do (Poem I wrote for Victoria)
SUNDAY: I did nothing at all lol...Wait no I clean my room whoooo go me! :)
MONDAY: I woke up and called Victoria at her grandmas hosue cuz she spent the night there which happens to be right down the street from my house and woke her ass up...lol...then I walked over there and we chilled there for a lil but I wanted to go outside so we went down to the peir and sat on the benches for a lil while...there were some really cute lil kids there but one of them keep giving us dirty looks haha and um then we came to my house cuz we were hungry and her grandma had like no food at all...She had me make her coffe and yeah I definitly can't make coffe at all lol...and well we just chilled in my room forever til her mom came and it was awesome cuz we were all alone and I love being alone with her cuz then i have all her attention on me and i love that and then i can give her the same ammount of attention aswell and we got to just talk about whatever we wanted to and i love hanging out with her and i love her soooo much and i am freaking getting tired as hell which you can probably tell from my typing its getting all lazy and shit lmao hmmm well i think i am going to go to bed now cuz i can so night night everyone
*Pushes Victoria on the bed and gets ontop of her...to give her the biggest KISS in the world* | 
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